So the official start of Summer isn't until Sunday but it's summer vacation already.
Summer school starts on Monday. I'm taking one class, it goes from 8-11:30am four days of the week. I plan to spend the rest my days doing homework, practicing tons, and spending time with my boyfriend until he leaves. And maybe I'll find a job.
My summers usually ends up consisting of lazy days sleeping in and staying up extremely late. Summer time is when my sleeping habits change, and I usually develop sleep problems. After a week or so of staying up late it becomes a habit and I'm stuck doing it for the rest of the summer. Maybe this summer I will be able to break that habit, even though it has already started kind of.
These past few nights I haven't been able to sleep well. I end up falling asleep some time after 2am.
Like right now I can't sleep, thus why I am writing this post. I may have too much on my mind and that may be the reason for not being able to sleep.
The other night I found out my boyfriend got a gig in Switzerland. I am extremely happy for him, I know it is a great opportunity for him, a change of a life time. But of course part of me is saddened by this, not having him here is going to be hard. He leaves in about a month and will be gone for a year. He tells me to be happy and not sad but its hard. Not knowing what is going to happen and what will become of us is scary. I guess all i can do is wait and see what happens, what to see how strong we are and what the future holds for us.
For now I guess I just need to focus the time we have currently and spend as much time as I can with him while he is here.
The summer is just beginning. Hopefully it will be a good one.
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